Beverleigh loves eating japanese food and she says japanese food is YUMMY!!! I repeat myself : YUMMY!!!!!!!!! says:
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Beverleigh loves eating japanese food and she says japanese food is YUMMY!!! I repeat myself : YUMMY!!!!!!!!! says:
one nite wen both of us were sleeping you were saying "he dont care for me anymoore i dont noe wat hapen to him"
Beverleigh loves eating japanese food and she says japanese food is YUMMY!!! I repeat myself : YUMMY!!!!!!!!! says:
that was wat you said
BETTINA ** says:
really?
BETTINA ** says:
i said that in my sleep?
Beverleigh loves eating japanese food and she says japanese food is YUMMY!!! I repeat myself : YUMMY!!!!!!!!! says:
yes
Beverleigh loves eating japanese food and she says japanese food is YUMMY!!! I repeat myself : YUMMY!!!!!!!!! says:
you ah
Beverleigh loves eating japanese food and she says japanese food is YUMMY!!! I repeat myself : YUMMY!!!!!!!!! says:
dont worry too much ok?
BETTINA ** says:
okay.
Beverleigh loves eating japanese food and she says japanese food is YUMMY!!! I repeat myself : YUMMY!!!!!!!!! says:
you have me by your side
BETTINA ** says:
thanks mei.
Beverleigh loves eating japanese food and she says japanese food is YUMMY!!! I repeat myself : YUMMY!!!!!!!!! says:
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Beverleigh loves eating japanese food and she says japanese food is YUMMY!!! I repeat myself : YUMMY!!!!!!!!! says:
dont cry
Beverleigh loves eating japanese food and she says japanese food is YUMMY!!! I repeat myself : YUMMY!!!!!!!!! says:
i can hear you sniffing from here
Beverleigh loves eating japanese food and she says japanese food is YUMMY!!! I repeat myself : YUMMY!!!!!!!!! says:
i love you

my sister is so sweet. she's only primary 4 and she understands so much. she knows what im going through.. thank you meimei although you probably wont get to read this. i love you too.

i feel like asking you about friday's outing.. but i guess i shouldnt disturb you. its just so hard seeing you online and yet not able to talk to you..

everyone is asking me what happened. they all say "its alright bett..", "its okay..". it's NOT. its not at all.. i'm so sick of crying but the tears wont stop. i've been at home thinking so much. everywhere i go.. images of us start flashing through my mind.. especially in my room. how can i not think? its been such a long time since i cried so badly.. makes me think this has been a mistake right from the start.