Friday, March 31, 2006
ZOUKKK here we comeeeeeeee!
bettina | 7:38 PM
that boy. i mentioned that we weren't suppose to be meeting today right? but while working, he sms-ed and asked if i wanted to have supper tonight. so of cos i wanted to. he said he'll meet me under my block. was abit puzzled. suddenly want to meet me, and under my block somemore. before he came, he met his cousin and went to the gym with him. so he was carrying big bag to my place.
met him, sat down and he put his bag on my lap.
him: i got something for you.
me: what is it?
-slowly slowly unzips bag and peep inside-
me: -GASP- BABY!
what did i see? I NEARLY FAINTED I TELL YOU.
I SAW THAT IN HIS BAG! shucks. my boy. is SO SILLY PLS. this cant be found in singapore, well, not that i know of. he bought it online! and he said it took so long to ship over. OHMAN. he's so sweet can!? CAN?
me: baby! why you buy?!
him: my baby want what. what to do?
AWWWWWWWWWW. aint he sweet?
NICE NICE NICE? i love it!
its MINE now! (: it shall be taken off the wishlist. i cant believe its MINE! my baby. always know how to make me so happy!
ANYWAY, we went for supper. then walked home and baby left my place at 2am. i cant stop smiling now.. ha. im such a lucky girl!
yesterday, he came to plaza to find me and we went starbucks for coffee and cakes. walked around bukit panjang park then to the usual hdb void decks we hang around at. then went back and 1 plus. and my baby went home.
bettina | 2:15 AM
sighhh. guess where i am now? work. at bugis, dmh. the boring place where i do nothing but surf the net and answer the phone from 11am-9pm. damn. bettina | 6:00 PM
its raining so heavily outside now. and its kinda freezing in here. i need a bed. im dozing offff. someone be nice and send some ice-cream to me? im craving for ice-cream right now. wont be seeing my boy today. letting him rest cos tomorrow we'll be staying out late as we'll be going to zouk. (: its been a month since i stepped into a club.
3 more hours till i knock off. sheesh. i miss that boy. (:
MY VS PACKAGE IS HEREEE! ((: got home and saw it on my bed! its here early!
WARNING: baby, this isnt for you to see HUH!
it came with a VS magazine and all the girls are smoking hot. (: hah. some pictures for you guys to drool over.
anyway, he came after singing and WE DIDNT HAVE WAFFLES TODAY. gave it a miss. had proper dinner at macs. before that we played games as usual. took a bus home and then sat at the bus stop. baby cabbed home at around 1am. :D
WORK TOMORROW. what a bummer. :/
bettina | 1:48 AM
baby came over yesterday and we watched some funny show. i forgot the title of it but its hilarious. hah. we were laughing all over the bed. ok maybe not THAT funny but it is funny. he came over to help reformat my bros comp too and then we went out for dinner at Mos burger @ plaza. ate the frozen strawberries with ice-cream. SUPER YUMMY PLS. :D went to walk walk and when we decided to walk back to my place at around 1:10am? the back gate was lock by the main lock. OHDAMN. meaning we had to walk to the front gate which is so super far? bettina | 1:19 PM
my baby called the guard at the pool and he said he'll ask the guy at the main if they can open for us. so we stupidly waited there for like more than 1/2 an hour. i called next and scolded them. idiots. useless bunch of nincompoops. so anyway, luckily we saw my bro's car! quickly called him and he came to the gate. but he could not do anything too. so he passed me a chair and we tried climbing over the gate. was too difficult. so he drove over to the hdb to pick us. dumb.
so anyway, me and baby sat at our usual spot outside the squash court. then he left at 4am. (: thanks for coming over yesterday babyy.
going singing later. (: and WAFFLES with baby. maybe games? muah.
by the way, some people just ought to disappear from the face of this earth. just so annoying to see some of their faces again. and whats up with HIS face man. so damn bloody gross, looking so fat with all the perspiration all over. gosh. get a life man.
ANYWAY, READ THIS."March 25, 2006
Press release: Feelin' Good Party at MOS Singapore cancelled
By News Editor
Fridae's Feelin' Good party, scheduled for Sunday 26 March, has been called off after the venue, Ministry of Sound received a telephone call from local police demanding that the party be cancelled.
For immediate release
March 25, 2006 (Singapore)- Feelin' Good, a party organised by gay and lesbian media and events company Fridae, has been cancelled after the venue, Ministry of Sound, received a telephone call from local police on Friday evening demanding that they cease venue provision for the event.
According to Mr. Clement Lee, executive director of Ministry of Sound's parent company LifeBrandz, Mr Kelvin Yeo, Compliance Management Officer from Tanglin Police called on Friday evening after office hours demanding that the club cancel the event, failing which enforcement officers would come to the club on Sunday to shut the party down. The reason given by the police to Mr. Lee over the telephone was that the party would "promote gay activities."
Whilst Singapore laws prohibit gay sex, there are no laws against being gay. As recently as 2003, then Prime Minister Goh Chok Tong was interviewed in Time Magazine about the Singapore government's non-discrimination policy for employment in the civil service, and was quoted saying gays are "just like you and me.'
Singapore has a thriving gay scene that includes more than dozen organisations, bars and establishments catering primarily to a gay or lesbian clientele.
Feelin' Good would have been Fridae's first party in Singapore in more than a year and a half, featuring popular Australian DJ Kate Monroe.
In response to previous criticism by current Prime Minister Lee Hsien Loong that Fridae's parties "should not be targeted at gays alone" (December 2004), Feelin' Good has been actively promoted to the mainstream public through a variety of media, including Lush 99.5FM radio and local publications IS and Juice.
"The reaction from the police has been completely unexpected," said Dr Stuart Koe, CEO of Fridae. "Feelin' Good is simply a party, not unlike any party held at clubs all around Singapore. There is no legal justification for what the police has done. This is yet another example of institutionalised discrimination against gays and lesbians".
Fridae regrets the turn of events and will offer full refunds to ticket holders. Please refer to the website www.fridae.com/feelingood for the refund process. We would also like to thank the community and our sponsors for your continued support and understanding.
About Fridae
Fridae is Asia's largest gay and lesbian media and events company, with offices in Hong Kong and Singapore. Most recently, Fridae organised a sold-out party at Ministry of Sound in Taipei last December, as well as a charity gala premiere of Brokeback Mountain in Singapore which raised $25,000 for Action for AIDS. Upcoming events in 2006 are scheduled for Bangkok, San Francisco, and Phuket. Fridae is also a recipient of the Singapore National Arts Council Patron of the Arts Award last year."
24 March 2006
woke up, got ready to meet vanessa and took a bus together headed to bugis. halfway through the trip, chengyin boarded the bus from cindy's place and off we went together. met crystal, candice and xinping and up we went to collect our pay. (: bought lunch and all of us headed up to xinping's house since it was soo nearby. (: sat in her room talking about some stuffs and niven came. vanessa left and the rest of us, except xinping, cabbed down to ECP. got our bikes and started cycling. tried teaching chengyin to cycle but, failed. hah. so yes halfway through, I FLIPPED BY HAIR, lost balance and next thing you know it, im on the road. :/ thanks cheng, crys, candice and niven for cleaning me up and helping me all the way. (: was a very very bad experience. :( baby came back at night. :D but didnt get to see him. limped home in pain. and the bathing part, was the WORSE and most painful experience i've been through. i cried so badly in the shower. hurts so damn bad.
25 March 2006
my baby came over help me clean my wounds. so sweet of him pls. :D he's sucha darling. pain was really bad. but he was here with me so.. (: bought lots of snacks. finished one tub of Ben&Jerry's within 15mins! haha. watched Stealth on my bed. good show. :D had macs for dinner. walked the dog together and he cabbed home.
He bought me Glenfiddich CHOCOLATES! YUMMYYYY. one whole bar FILLED WITH WHISKY! and MORE CHOCOLATES. that boy.. (:
26 March 2006
went church, lunch then home. blue blacks got REDDER cos my boy rubbed it for me the previous night. met him in the evening for V for Vendetta! i think the show's not too bad. (: quite nice. so sad he diedd! :( we had billy bombers for dinner. (: which came with Ben&Jerry's ice-cream! YUMMY. two nights in a row. and walked around jurong till 3am! haha. i love that boy.
so anyway, have been off for 6 days now. what does that imply? NO MONEY! :( oh well. the boyfriend's coming later! happy happy. mom's coming home TONIGHT! lots of shopping over there. and now, im gonna go stick my wounds with scotchtape and plastic AND BATHE! (thats how painful it is when it comes in contact with water!)
guess what? he has yet ANOTHER camp next month. nothing new eh? hahah. that boy. this time is some EE FOC camp thingy. but, its only 2 hours for one particular day. phew. everytime i hear the word 'CAMP' coming out of his mouth, i get scared.
bettina | 2:23 PM
sorry guys about the previous post. havent had time to really sit down in front of the computer to blog about what happened. promise i'll do it by tonight with photos. :D well, im getting better. in the process of healing. for those who do not know, i fell down. YES -rolls eyes- i fell down. ha. SO, i havent really been able to walk properly without having to 'ahh' or bathe without having to 'paste plastic' over my wound. so please pity me. :( bettina | 6:46 PM
the boyfriend has been such a darling to come over yesterday to look after his poor girlfriend. cleaning my wounds for me and all. (: so, full entry of what happened these past few days will be up tonight, i promise. loves.
today isnt a really good day to blog. bettina | 10:06 PM
i might blog when im feeling better tomorrow.
right now, i just need to lie on my bed and cry. :( the pain is killing me.
* on a lighter note, my boy is back. (: i miss him oh-so-much.
My baby is coming home tomorrow! (:
anyway, didnt go to work today. my poor eyes are failing me. ha. so, went to crystal's house for a swim today! chengyin was there already. swam 21 laps! i really need the exercise and i finally got it. tomorrow its cycling at east coast park! yep! the whole group of us.
we were talking in the jacuzzi and our topic diverted to one of our st margs friend, how she suddenly turned crooked and how serious she is about the relationship. well, none of us thought she would take interest in another girl. but well, once you're in a relationship, even though you know you would never get to spend the rest of your life with the person of the same sex, no one really thinks of the future. as long as you're happy, yes? thats what i thought. knowing i'll never be with the person, but it lasted more than 2 years?
ANYWAY, MY BOY JUST CALLED ME! ((((: so so happy to hear his voice! we talked so much credit worth $15!! HAHA. and he bought me ONE BAR OF SWISS CHOCOLATE FILLED WITH WHISKEY! YUMS. fattening too! hah. that silly boy keep trying to make me fat while here i am trying to lose weight! haha oh wells. hes such a sweet darling. I LOVE HIM!
us in 'lok kok' t-shirts crystal lent us before we went for our swim!
i did this for my baby last night cos i couldnt sleep! its his name with his and my pictures in it! click on it to see enlarged picture of it.
bettina | 10:49 PM
I MISS MY BOY. :(
NEW: wishlist!
anyway, contemplating on whether i should get a new laptop. well, i definitely want and need a new one. so, im thinking about fujitsu. tomorrow i shall go laptop browsing on my own while having break. i need a GOOD laptop. im starting to hate mine. it sucks.
work today was rather alright. well, halfway during work, guess what? MY SILLY BOY CALLED ME! he bought a phone card. but sad to say it deducts super fast. 10cents per SECOND. thats freaking ex. :( i miss him so much. i know i've said this probably a million times, pardon me alright?
yesterday, came a new desktop in the house! not too bad. HP. 6 computers in this house. abit crazy. 4 laptops (dell, IBM, powerbook, toshiba) and 2 desktops (iMAC, HP).
WORK again tomorrow and my poor right eye is INFECTED! DAMN IT. hurts like crazy! :( shitt. im going BLIND! :((( HURTS!!!!!!!!!!!!
anyway mom's leaving for hong kong tomorrow morning with her friends for holiday. lucky sia. EVERYONE'S GOING HOLIDAY! and im stuck here WORKING MY ASSS OFF.
and dad found a job for baby! its in a software company. :D same tower as my dad's working place! in suntec. so hopefully he gets the job. think the pay's quite high. and this company actually has some joint thingy with NP before. and its something to do with engineering school. COOL. its what he does. so we'll see how things go.
sigh. my eye hurts.. :( baby. where are you..
bettina | 9:28 PM
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i miss those girls UP there. :D well meeting them on friday! except for elysia darling cos that girl is in bangkok! :( but, we'll be seeing you soon yes? friday will be an outing at ECP. and sunday will be gyming with the 2 DUMMIES. and tuesday its SENTOSA with them! oo. fully packed for them. its been quite some time since we all met up as a group! i love them all. im so SO fortunate to have such friends. loves.
like i said before. my life is very very blessed. (: i hope it'll stay this way forever. I LOVE MY DARLING BOYFRIEND and #0247! :D
#0247 means together 24 hours 7 days a week. :D samuel thought of that. #0247 actually comes from all our codes. newly people added. it consists of,
- bettina beverly kam hui ting
- toh chuan kai (my BABY!)
- teoh cheng yin
- crystal lim chew kwan
- soh elysia
- candice low hwee ling
- samuel ong wei quan (crystal's BABY!)
- wong xinping
I LOVE YOU ALL.
while talking to those 2 dummies, i became one of them. im called DUMBDUMB. how dumb. oops. dumb is chengyin. dummy is crystal. haha. and ive given my stuffs names.
my comp = vomp
my nano = nanny
my watch = biatch
my cam = wham
my phone = nook
NICE NAMES. sorry. getting cranky. my baby's not here with me!!!
bettina | 11:25 PM
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SIGH.
there goes my boy. :( just saw him off. -screams. the next time i'd see him is probably on saturday! damn. its so hard knowing that i wont be able to see him, hear his voice or even CONTACT HIM. sigh. he's uncontactable. but he told me he'll call me every night. i really hope so. hopefully he can find a way to. his friends phones. or something. babyy pls call me. :(
woke up, got ready and met him under my block. walked to bukitpanjangplaza and had apple crumble at swensens. (: headed to the library and read magazines together. so nice cuddling together. (: off we went to starbucks and had coffee.
lent him my olympus. :D so he can take photos and lots of them for me to see when he comes back. (: im so gonna miss him! first it was the CHIJ camp that lasted almost 4 days. now its the malaysia trip! OHMY.
wore my I LOVE BLACK shirt. haha. it actually means i love CK but not that straightforward. (: and the back of the shirt it says i love CK. :D
2 new items up on the wishlist! (: gonna save up for that IPOD for baby! ((: HUSH baby. dont say a thing. and next its a WHITE PSP for myself! yummylicious eh? ha. its gonna be MINE!
60GB ipod vid. my latest TOY. :D not really mine. 'stole' it from daddy! -evil laughter- hopefully it becomes mine as time pass. look at my nano screen and my dad's ipod screen? LOOK AT THE DIFFERENCE! shucks. when i get baby his ipod, we'll have the SAME mp3, same watch, same phone and.. prob same wallet soon!
what else am i lacking...........?
i sound so spoilt.
but who cares.
this is me.
accept it.
im loving life now as it is. :D
bettina | 7:29 PM
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-after work-
-takes off jacket-
desrina: bett, did you put on weight?
me: err haha i think so.
desrina: from your back view you look like leh. ha.
me: oh my. where?
desrina: your arms.
am i really putting on weight!? is it really THAT obvious? oh my. hahaa. tell me it isnt happening. :/ what to do. all the suppers with that boy. while he's away this week, im going to STOP eating and probably start exercising? lol. damn.
anyway today worked and seriously i think work is starting to SUCK. i hate working. im so gonna quit once school reopens. killing me staying there. i need a life. well, baby came to find me for lunch before he went for chalet. the only thing worth mentioning about today. (:
and he's leaving for malaysia tomorrow! shucks. SOB. i wont be able to see him from tuesday to friday! :( and probably hard to contact him too. no roaming la. damn. and while he's there, I'M WORKING. hopefully time will pass faster.
met him yesterday at jurong point. that sweet boy bought me eye drops cos my eye was blurry therefore wore my specs out. watched Yours, Mine and Ours. nice show. (: the little boys are soo damn cute! ha. super adorable! baby bought me a new earring for my new earhole, bought himself a pair too and aviator glasses. my cute boy looks so cute in it. so anyway, had dinner together and basically spent the whole day together. thanks baby. (:
off day tomorrow! and i'll be seeing him just before he leaves singapore. sigh. baby dont leave can? ): impossible i know. just wanna say that. haha. anyway ive got an urge to swim tonight! crys is free but chengyin isnt! :/ i need to get rid of the excess fats. ha. damn.
GUESS WHO? what is he planning on doing?
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KILLING ME?
and thats a REAL KNIFE, mind you.
HAHAHA. thats my crazy brother! LOL. and it all happened when i was sleeping!! sorry for that UNGLAM picture of me! hahahahaa. now you guys know how i look like when im napping! LOL.
ohh and here's some pictures of sydney! i realised i havent posted pictures of her right? maybe long long ago in my previous blogs but not here. so this is for caixu cos she asked for it before!
anyway, jie lesley's website is featured in this month's SEVENTEEN! someone saw their website online and they got FREEEE advertising! and they didnt even know la. so people, go support my jie lesley and her sisters! (: i myself own one necklace, 2 earrings and a top from there! OH and i was the model for their tops. HAHA. but sorry. cant see me inside anymore cos the tops are ALL SOLD! ha. thats how good their stuffs are. pretty pricy though. but very worth it. here's the article in seventeen.
Wacky as its name sounds, this website is not quite your ordinary online shopping site. A collaborative effort by three Singaporean lasses, Laura, Letitia and Lesley Phay, junkie3 is a creative explosion of talents. What you'll find are one-of-a-kind treasures, from charm bracelets, to necklaces, to brooches and much more. Each item has been painstakingly put together, from the sourcing of materials to the design process. Though the site is based in Australia, they do international shipping. Prices might be a little high, but definitely worth it when you lay your hands on a junkie3 creation.
my latest item from there
NICE NICE? then log into www.junkie3.com now! (:
bettina | 8:52 PM
so dad&mom doesnt allow me to go msia. :(( ARGH. so what does that mean? not seeing my baby for 3 days + 1 day (chalet). ohmygoodness. not again huh.
anyway met him for supper yesterday. went to tohyidrive for prata. we've combed the whole of my home area for supper. where to next? before meeting him, was with my bro and jie les and bought spongebob and patrick sweets! and gave him the spongebob one! (:
after prata, took a bus home and sat downstairs still 2am. (: i love u sweetie. sucks that you're leaving, AGAIN. packed with activities and poor me got to work. AND i wont be able to see you for how long again man. SIGH. meeting that silly boy later. be back tonight!
bettina | 12:57 PM
baby came to pick me yesterday. went bugis to play our usual game and then we went our usual place for supper. (: ate super alot. went to the park and sat at our usual place. walked back to my place and sat at our usual place again. hah. (: i love you baby.
i really hope dad&mom allows me to go msia with youu. loves.
bettina | 6:04 PM
am working now at bugis where i sit infront of the computer surfing all day. been a long time since i got posted to work here.
singing.
games.
waffles.
loves.
yesterday met my baby after work. bought him his black adidas watch! (: cos he wanted it. so now we have matching watches. (: watched Munich yesterday! third show for the week. nice nice show! must watch. (:
alright. i got to get back to work. tata.
notice our watches are the same min same sec. (: 我爱你
bettina | 12:28 PM
sorry for the lack of updates. been busy with work and my baby. ((: so this entry is going to be quite a long one. more pictures less words though.
08 march 2006
had nintendo training at Bayview hotel. saw the new ds lite which will be released in april. met the girls there. (: and after training, had singing class. lovee singing classes. always so fun. especially with agnes dear. then met up with cheng, crys and candice. and we stayed over crystal's house. talked alot! (: and we even got hungry in the middle of the night then we went out for supper. lol.
09 march 2006
1st day of IT show 2006. damn tiring standing 9 hours straight. and dumb hardware zone posted our pic up say we were slacking? wth man. anyway, class boys came to visit. and after work, baby came to fetch me! (: we went for supper at our usual place. and sent home. (:
12 march 2006
me and my baby's 3rd month anniversary!! ((: i left work at 4:30 and met my boy at the cinemas. (: he reserved a sofa seat! sooo comfy! (: and we watched Nanny McPhee! that show's nice! thanks baby. went to buy some stuffs he needed at the IT show and then we went to have dinner and then we went back to my place.
13 march 2006
woke up, and got ready to go down to bugis to send my timesheet in. my big bro sent me. and then we went jie lesley's place to wait for her and parked the car near her place. walked to dover mrt and we went chinatown! (: visited the chinatown heritage centre. it was interesting. my first time there! ha. before that, we had our yummy xiao long bao. and after the heritage centre we went for dessert. *yum.
left chinatown and went jie les house again. napped there and then went back home. had dinner and left home again to meet baby at bugis! took a train down to town and bought tickets for midnight movie at 12:05am. Date movie! the show sucks. haha. super super LAME. such a waste of money! :/ before the show, we had coffee at starbucks while we wait for 12 to come.
after the show, we went to walk walk and ended up at forum macs eating again. (: haha. we love to eat. left town at around 4:30am and reached home about 5am. (:
phew. finally. (: took me ONE HOUR to blog this entry out. now, time to get ready for singing class! tata.
bettina | 4:16 PM
