why do i feel so terrible? why cant the tears stop flowing? sigh. its just 7 days. i gotta bear with it. but i cant help myself from feeling this way.
he called me this morning. 5:09am. two times. i missed them both. he messaged at 5:10am. i woke up. 5:13am. i called him back... but his phone was already turned off. just FOUR minutes. just 4. and i was already too late. that was the last time i could hear his voice before i see him 7 days day later. sigh. feeling so angry with myself now. if only i could hear the ringtone. :( i couldnt even say a few words to him before he left.
bettina | 2:34 PM
SIGH. the boyfriend has gone for his field camp. that means NO CONTACT for 7 whole days. good luck to me and crystal. its depression week. i hate this. totally suck and you cant do anything about it. sigh. really very terrible to go through this. totally no contact. goodness. i feel like jumping out of my window. haa. thats mad. sighhhh. bettina | 11:29 PM
crys darling, we'll go through this together. 7 days. hopefully it'll pass by fast. and then it means that bmt days are ending soon! which also means 12 days of freedom, together! perservere! :D
by the way, starting from now onwards, custom made layouts done by me WOULD COST YOU! hahaha. okay la. its cheap. only $5 per layout. i've been doing many many layouts for people and ALL FOC cos im nice. but anyway $5 is very cheap lah. you people are RICH OKAY! hahah. $5 is nothing lah huh! come on. support me! heehee. come and buy layouts from me!
I just got home! from where? the ARCADE! wheeee. :D im so so so happy! ((:
okay firstly, went to pick baby from pasir ris at 11am and we had Macs! ((: then cabbed home, and baby tried to nap, but failed. so we slacked a little, ate a little and headed out! went to funan to meet his bunkmates + gfs and had japanese dinner at a restaurant there. :] after dinner, me, baby and his friend drove to PS! went to arcade! AND GUESS WHATTTTT?
MY BABY WON SOFT TOYS AND SWEETTS FOR ME! :D
there's this machine and EVERYONE was playing it trying to win. and this china couple, won like 4 soft toys and 2 BAGS OF SWEETS. hahah.
bettina | 12:35 AM
okay i've been a very naughty girl, not going school. -.- i hate school lahh. i can try to study on my own better. 2 more days and my baby's back! this week seems to pass faster than the rest! wheeee. soo happyy.
my sister has been web-camming with her friends on MSN so i went to disturb her. hahaha. here's a picture of us. her classmate say we look alike. what do you think?
bettina | 3:36 PM
edited ** more photos!
my baby left this morning! :( but the past 3 days was wonderfully spent with him.
SATURDAY!
stayed over crystal's house in the end! woke up at 7:15am, the girls carried on sleeping. got up, showered, had breakfast, and left her place. took a bus home, got my stuffs, changed and headed to pasir ris. -.- gosh. can you imagine how tired i was? hah. but i was going to pick my baby, so nothing mattered. reached at 10:10am. bought macs breakfast for him, and waited at the bus stop where his bus will alight him. (:
we cabbed back to his place, napped for 2 hours. and we were suppose to go sentosa to meet rhea and his friends but they were about to leave by the time we got up. so we met all of them at lot 1 where we just sat and chat. (: catching up with rhea is always good. she's SO FUNNY pls. hahah. laughed my ass off talking to her.
bettina | 1:38 PM
am at crystal's house now. we just came back from dinner. had ba chor mee! then we walked to 7-11 and me and cheng bought COW ice-cream! haha. damn cute and damn nice! yummy.
bettina | 10:19 PM
hows the new layout people? i kinda like the overall look but i hate hate hate hate the font. its too small for the eyes to see. but, im too lazy to change it. just got to live with it.
i think that this layout looks kinda messy. dont you think?
maybe im too used to having the background behind where it seperates the content from the side bar.
so, i've done up the wishlist as for the links, im too too lazy. maybe tomorrow.
im feeling lazy.
and i got 9.5/10 for my computing maths ite. yay. i know this is so random. but im shocked.
first time in 2 semesters. lim kin hock even wrote a 'V. GD' at the side.
wheee. i feel smart all of a sudden. hah. this is so dumb.
anyway i skipped ooad two times this week = whole week.
good luck to me. and alicia.
ohh speaking of her. happy 2nd month alicia & qi wei. :D
so after school, had a little meet up with jacintha dear. we've actually been trying to meet up for bubble tea sessions ever since she entered ngeeannpoly. but our timetables clash on every single day. except for THURSDAY! walked all the way to block 81 which is next to sim and i nearly got lost in school.
bettina | 9:17 PM
yesterday was candice's birthday! (: enjoyed myself LOADS with the girls. catching up and all. :D after school, headed to cy's house and met elysia there. headed down to town and ran some errands. (: had a little drink before heading to my singing school.
bettina | 11:35 PM
EDITED ** (more photos!)
ELYSIA IS BACK! ((:
so updates. sorry i havent been blogging on a regular basis because everyday is such a boring day. only on the weekends i find entertainment. :/ yes as i have already mentioned, elysia is back from bangkok. she'll be leaving on the 25th of july if im not wrong. yep.
on friday after school, i met xinping and we headed down to town together. waited for crystal and elysia at orchard. it was so nice to see her again! (: so we walked around and i headed for singing. chengyin was out with eugene. hah so cute pls. then met the girls at chinatown after class. they were having dinner. we headed back to town to meet chengyin. walked to find a cafe. TCC was it. and then, we bumped into ZEST! (excluding sam) damn. she left before we bumped into them. what a pity. CHERYL, SASCHA, WANCHEE and JOSEPHINE! (: so it was a mini st margs gathering! ((: wheeee!
bettina | 9:39 PM
the past two days were busy busy busy days for me. was planning a surprise for my baby! made a tshirt for him. (: so had to travel to 2 different places to check out the printing shops.
bettina | 9:36 PM
i really really really dont understand what is WRONG with some guys. bettina | 9:24 PM
guy 1: i like you. lets be together.
girl: okay!
guy 1: but i think i need to know you better. lets think about it again.
WTF?
or scenario 2.
guy 2: i like you. but i dont want to be in a r/s. i think im not ready for a long term commitment.
but guy 2 carry on asking girl out. leading her on saying he likes her. but nothing changes.
tell me this is RUBBISH? FREAK. i seriously DO NOT understand what these guys are thinking. if you think that this is SO FUN, go fucking bang your head against the nearest wall okay. this is bullshit. im so sick and tired of hearing stuffs like this. i seriously need to stab some people. if you cannot give commitment, dont fucking tell the girl you like her and stuffs like that. if you freaking like her, what is commitment? what do you exactly like her? her face? her body? the fact that you can even go near a girl without having to be her boyfriend?
please. i just hate the idea that guys think that this is some kind of joke, some kind of game that they can play. IT IS NOT A PASTIME. so stop your lame ass thinking and be matured.
its just so fucking disappointing to here about this from my girlfriends. it really sucks to see them get hurt like this. i know how it feels and it isnt good.
darling, (i dont want to put names. but girl, you know who you are.)
its really tragic to hear such things. and i know you've gone through so much. you dont deserve such treatment from anyone. sigh. im so gonna kill that bastard when i see him at work. basket. but anyway, if things work out, please dont let him take advantage of you. you've seen how fickle, how indecisive he can be. so, dont fall too further deep anymore k? i know you're strong. you have me here for you. (: thanks for calling this morning and letting me know. i wanna be there for you. anything you can call me yea? here for u 24/7.
love you babe. -hugs-
Pictures from yesterday and today.
bettina | 7:52 PM
bettina | 12:07 AM
i love you babyy.
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my baby called me! ((: so happy to hear his voice other than at night when he usually calls me. (: bettina | 1:12 PM
ANYWAY PEOPLE. remember i blogged about my vs purchases? they emailed saying the card had some problem. so i went to reorder it using another card. AND SUDDENLY, BOTH ORDERS ARE COMING ON AUG 3RD AND 4TH. BOTH THE SAME ITEMS. GOSH.
so. anyone interested in buying? PLEASEEEEE. if not, we're spending like extra $400 for nothing! GOSH. please help me ask around. will post the pictures of the items up! PLEASE HELP K!? thanks.
2nd entry of the day. bettina | 4:56 PM
yes im bored. :( school ended at 3:30pm today when its suppose to end at 5. cabbed home! OH! and my blog has officially been PIMPED. :D thanks to ivy my ebf classmate. haha. ((: its looking good now. it has the MAC interface. looking pro. hahahah. whatever.
im hungry hungry hungry. and im craving for my tapioca chips which ran out from the vending machine. damn. they still had it this morning. grr.
i miss seeing him everday. i miss his constant teasings.
i miss him calling me fat. i miss him shaking my arms so my fats can jiggle. (HAHA!)
i miss him banging me into the wall. i miss him pretending to get angry.
i miss him pulling my arm while we're walking so i shake left & right like one fool.
i miss him doing the rain dance for me. i miss him pretending to act fierce.
i miss it when he walks away so fast that i dont know he disappeared.
i miss him saying i love you.
:(( baby i miss you! hurry come back plsss.
school is a TOTAL DRAG i tell you. woke up at 8:15am when class starts at 9am. gosh. was so lazy to get up but since i missed maths twice last week, meaning the WHOLE of last week since there's only 2 maths a week. got my lazy bum up and reached school at 9:30am. -_-
bettina | 1:46 PM
OKAY so the boyfriend of mine has left once again. :( the past 2 days went by so fast.
yesterday, 08 july
suppose to pick baby up at pasir ris at 9:45am! but, i was late so i reached at around 10:15am. went to macs to find him. had breakfast and off we cabbed with his bunk mate home. went out to town, walked around, went to the food fest and bought lots of yummy food!
bettina | 8:15 PM
SO.. yesterday was spent a night over at the Sentosa Resort (Beaufort Hotel). dad had a seminar there so the company booked many rooms. so me and my sis had one room while my parents had another room. but it was a joint one. went there at around 5plus? and then we had tea, and headed up to the hotel rooms. changed into our swimwear and me and my sis headed down to the pool for a swim! while mom sat by the pool reading a magazine. wanted to meet crys since she's studying in sentosa, Tourism academy, but she had to leave for home. what a wastee. oh well.
bettina | 11:32 PM
late for school AGAIN as usual. nothing new. both of us can never once be early for OOAD. haha. did my use case description and then both of us headed for lunch.
bettina | 11:03 PM
MY BOY IS SICK. -.- damn. and im not there to nurse him. haha. bettina | 11:02 PM
so this week is filled with ASSIGNMENTS and MORE ASSIGNMENTS. gosh. although me and my girl dont do much in school, always late for class, skip lectures, surf the net during class, we still feel the stress. hahah. i can safely say, we're the most SLACK students EVER. seriously. we can go for 'toilet breaks' which can lasts up to 1 hour. hahaha. madness.
i hate SCHOOL.
** EDITED
OKAY time to blog. lol. candice stop nagging. :D EHH need to talk to you man. haha. ((:
so, baby just booked in today. the past few days were spent with him.
SATURDAY.
went down to pasir ris at 10:15am to wait for babyy. NOTE: bukit panjang to pasir ris. -.- hah. what to do. for my baby. so, ate brunch with him and his friends, and off we headed home. i went back home to nap and he went home to nap. and then something happened at home so i decided to leave. and went to baby's house. watched fantastic 4 on his comp, had dinner at westmall, and then it was back to his place to watch the England VS Portugal match.
SUNDAY.
skipped church at met baby at 4pm at marina square. watched Superman returns! the show was alright lah. cant say that it is very good also. then walked around and baby bought himself a top from topman. and we headed to Al-ameen for our dinner. and then his army friends came, so we hopped next door to Al-azhar. sat there while they talk about army life. ha. eerie stuffs. -.- then we all headed to West coast park in 3 cars. had fun there. (: and home it was at 4:30am!
TODAY.
skipped school to accompany baby. woke up and headed straight to bukit batok. went to the bank and headed to his place to slack the whole day. watched Troy on his comp. (: had dinner and then took a cab down to pasir ris. so, stayed there a while till he had to leave and took the train all the way back to bukit panjang. nice huh. haha. (:
okay. some photos. i met the girls last week BUT chengyin has yet to send me the photos. ripped photos from alicia's blog too. LAZY to edit. haha.
bettina | 10:16 PM
I'm 19. I'm a chinese Singaporean. I'm attached and lovin' it. I'm studying in Ngee Ann Poly. I love singing. I'm a movie bum. I'm a cam-whore. I'm easily contented. I'm in love with Chuan Kai and forever will be. I'm Bettina.
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