Saturday, May 27, 2006
Pictures from the past few days. LAZY TO EDIT. :D
changing room. practicing.
#1: REHEARSAL. #2: 1st night performance
1st night performance
2nd day peformance
Clara (CAMPUS Superstar), Me and agnes
ME AND BABY!
bettina | 11:29 PM
the past few days has been very tiring for me and i dont know if i can take it emotionally. singing practices has been making things pretty hard for me. i dont know but i realise that my mood gets really bad. i really become very emotional and its hard to control. worse is i get ultra sensitive. i guess its all due to the tiredness. i want things to be back to how it used to be. bettina | 1:22 AM
i hate walking away crying. i hate it when i seem to be unable to do anything. i dont want this to happen.
friends, come visit me on 26th of May 2006 at Kreta Ayer. Opposite maxwell market. theres a stage called the Permanent Stage. dumb i know. but thats its name. come visit me from 8:30pm - 10:00pm. i'll be performing from 27th - 31st too but, 26th is the first day. so try to come ok?
thanks. im very stressed now. trying my best to memorise all the lyrics in time. hope to see you guys there.
been having singing practices almost everyday. and its been taking up my precious time for my baby. i miss him so badly. :(
singing prac has been fun. but very tiring. almost 5 hours everyday. and not forgetting i have school before that. by the time i sleep at night is almost 2am. i have to wake up at 8 plus 9am. so i only have max 7 hours of sleep. gosh. my body's not going to take it soon. my eyes has been twitching like crazy due to lack of sleep. :(
met my baby yesterday only for ONE PATHETIC hour. :( but at least i saw him or i'll just go crazy. my sweet baby bought me sandwiches to bring to singing school cos i hardly have time to eat when im there. aint he sweet? haha.
before i met him, was at school. lessons were only from 11am - 1pm as usual. TUESDAYS. short day. but have to stay till 2pm cos i have to accompany alicia. as usual, we cam whored in the toilet at the sports complex cos we have nothing to do.
we were walking past the childcare centre? and the chairs were SO MINI! couldnt resist sitting on it and taking a picture! ha. only our butts could fit in it!
I MISS MY BABY!
sweetie, good luck for later's interview! give you a Good Luck Kiss! -muahhhh-
bettina | 12:16 PM
im lazy. PHOTOS from phuture yesterday. :D
i cut my fringe if you noticed. MYSELF. a little shorter than i expected. but still looks presentable. ohwells. the things that happen when you're too lazy to visit a hairdresser. ha.
im SORRY for the lack of details in my blog entries. its just that, im SO SO lazy now? i know. you guys probably already stopped reading my blog. LOL. its just that its very hard sitting at your comp trying to wreck your brains of stuffs to write. going to be REALLY busy these few days. singing almost everyday after school. practising for our performance at Chinatown. YES I KNOW. -rolls eyes- why of all places there? cos its dumpling festival. where else. just got to bear with it and enjoy myself right? so, if you're free, DROP BY and watch yea? its going to be so fun especially on the first day, 26th May. will be dancing and singing at the same time.
anyway, baby came over for dinner just now. watched Singapore idol. GOSH. super hilarious pls. so embarrassing watching them make fools out of themselves! kinda pity them. they keep thinking that its a mistake that the judges didnt choose them cos they're going to be the next singapore idol. oh yea? haha. but its really really entertaining watching them. there's many good ones out there though. (: so sad my bro didnt make it. oh well.
so after the show, we headed to do my EBF work and baby sure helped me quite a fair bit of it. im pretty happy about my work cos like what he says, its been a LONG long time since i did such long assignments. after i submitted my work, we watched 'HARD-O GAY!" ahahah. SAY SAY SAY! wasnt as funny as the previous episodes we watched. so, off he left about 40 mins ago. :D
and you know what, i just wanna say, he's the SWEETEST BOYFRIEND EVER! hee. im smiling like one crazy fool now. i love you baby~
bettina | 1:29 AM
okay i seem very busy due to the lack of updates. but my brain just suddenly wishes to stop malfunctioning when i click on blogger. school has been crazily boring that me and my girl just do nothing but rot in the library practically everyday during our breaks. tsk. bettina | 11:56 PM
randoms:
got through the audition into performing group. will be performing from the 26th - 31st of may.
phuture and mos tomorrow with baby and 2 of the girls. (CY and CANDICE!)
EBF assignment due on sunday and i havent started.
im getting depressed. june 8 is drawing near.
i havent got my haircut.
i pierced my tragus the FOURTH time.
i NEED TO GO SHOPPING.
i need MORE time to do more things with my baby. 24 hours a day aint enough.
and i need a SHRINK as told by 2 people. baby and alicia. THANKS a lot.
oh well. some people are just SO bitchy. i mean, if you owe someone money, especially if its $189. dont come and bullshit saying that its so little, why so ji jiao (calculative) for. ok fine. so its so little. then why take so long to pay? you need 5 months to pay an amount you find SMALL? you owe people money, you still have the cheek to ask her to travel down to collect it? and its not like she didnt even TRY asking you for it. but seems she has been asking for it for a LONG time and you had to even block her on msn just to avoid things. sorry but its not going to work that way. not only that. your mom has to shout and shout. cant she speak calmly and work things out? as a mom, you gotta be responsible for your own daughter. DONT cover up for her when you know shes obviously in the wrong. childish even at the age of 40 going 50.
let me ask you a question.
is it fair that people use their looks to get to where they wanna be? NO. especially when you dont earn that kind of privilege yourself. stop all your pretty acts and have some pride will you?
to think you used to be my best friend.
ANYWAY, guess what this is? looks kinda gross. thats what I THINK lah. hover it for answer! haha. ((: be patient. place your mouse over it for a while before the answer pops up. wait for my whole page to load finish first!
went THAT place for dinner. :D haha. met baby this morning for MACS breakfast! yummy. been a long time since i ate breakfast there. so its our 2nd time having breakfast together. cos usually by the time we wake up its like afternoon time. Lol. baby went to school with me as he was going to meet his friends. so yep. had lessons from 1-5pm. and he was still in school. stayed back to watch movie in the lib. and off we headed to plaza. ok im very tired now. BYE.
some random photos which i didnt upload! ((:
bettina | 9:53 PM
finally attended CM on monday for this first time! usually skip lessons on monday morning but this morning, i went for it! 9am! :/ school ended at 4:15pm. LONG day. -_- bettina | 7:30 PM
the past few days were basically spent with that boy of mine. :D movies caught: Poseidon. not too bad. but expected it to be much nicer.
nothing exciting has been happening so i dont know what to blog about. :( school has been very BORING. and my pay isnt in. AND, singapore is such a boring place to be in with NO entertainment in the night, other than clubbing and eating. so, term break would be JUNE 12 - JUNE 25 and my baby would be in CAMP already. this is so _______ (fill in the blanks).
anyway baby came over yesterday, and we were watching videos on this Hard Gay guy. some famous guy in Japan. ah. he's damn funny. laughing our asses off while watching the videos. hilarious man. hooooo!!
so anyway, my singing audition is tomorrow! wish me luck!
i know this is so random, but.
I NEED TO TRIM MY HAIR.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ER GE!
had dinner at fosters. super yummy. and his cake is HUGE. well worth $170. ok lazy to blog. PICTURES will do the talking. before dinner, met up with my darling baby! cooked him spaghetti! :D:D ok thats all. blog about the past few days tomorrow or something!
bettina | 11:34 PM
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bettina | 3:36 PM
A: A stick (Highlight for the answer!)
KOREAN DRAMAS. hooked on it too! i know many of you already watched this show! its so nice! especially when Rain is acting in it.
FULL HOUSE. :D loving it! been watching it till like 4-5am plus though i have school the next day!?!? hahha. addictive man!
ANYWAY, HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY GIRL!!
bettina | 1:24 AM
and i'm miss my boy VERY MUCH right now. :((
on 1st of december, i blogged an entry about how happy i was? (: ha. well, at that point of time i couldnt reveal what i was so happy about. and was just reading through my past entries.
this is the happy entry im talking about. Click here. if you're lazy,
I'M OVER THE MOON. :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D i'm feeling so so so so happyyy. :D I can't stop smiling. :D haha. Have been smiling in class and I'm in a realllyy good mood. Didn't show attitude to Mr Nat today. Usually I do. But I'm HAPPY so I LOVE EVERYONE TODAY! :D
Ktv with my SAAB darlings after school. :D can't wait to sing about how happy I am today!
and i remember that day, on the way home from KTV, was the first time i talked to baby on the phone. (: and of cos, that time we weren't together yet. i was SO happy because i saw him that day. AND it was also the first time we met face to face. (: ha. gosh. time really flies. (: now we're together for nearly FIVE MONTHS already. (: and being with him makes my everyday so blissful. I LOVE YOU SWEETIE.
bettina | 2:22 AM
4 jobs you've had in your life bettina | 1:54 AM
1. Kitchen crew @ Tea Cosy
2. Canon staff
3. Nintendo promoter
4. Beyond Beauty promoter
4 movies you could watch over and over
1. Lord of the rings
2. Grease
3. Harry Potter
4. i cant think.
4 TV shows you love(d) to watch
1. Prison break
2. Desperate housewives
3. CSI
4. Taiwan entertainment shows
4 places you've lived
1. Bukit batok
2. Jurong East
3. Cashew Heights
4. no more. :D
4 places you would rather be
1. Australia
2. Paris
3. Switzerland
4. New York
4 of your favourite foods
1. Oyster omellette. ok in fact i love oysters, mussels, harm (spell?), lala, you get my point?
2. Mom's baked potato with cheese
3. Double cheeseburger PLAIN
4. Roasted duck skin (those served in chi restaurants.)
4 websites you visit daily
1. Friendster
2. Friend's blogs
3. Hotmail
4. Blogger
4 tagged
1. Rhea
2. Alicia
3. Chengyin
4. Yvonne Lim and Lin (BOTH DO CAN?)
guess its time i blog a proper entry? been really really lazy these few days. 2 weeks of school, finally over. what can i say? boring boring BORING. mom asks me, "no homework? dont need to study?" i really dont know what to answer to the 2nd question. study. what is there to study for the first 2 weeks? hmm. all we did is like small introductions to new stuffs we're learning. ohwell.
my cough HAS YET to recover. its really very tiring to cough the whole time. TOMORROW is my audition. tell me how am i going to get through it with my voice like this? this is so bad.
i shall not blog about what happened the past few days cos im just TOO lazy. so forgive me. (:
yesterday was school as mentioned in the previous post. ended at 12pm. so slacked in school with alicia and headed home! mom cooked pasta so i asked baby to joined. :D he came at 5plus? we played a little xbox, had yummy dinner! and then it was PRISON BREAK ep20! (: damn nice. and we watched Hostage by bruce willis. nice show too! but a bit scary at times. not scary as in ghost. scary as in someones gonna kill someone kinda scary. baby left at around 12 plus. :D
and school today was 1-5pm. darn boring. 4 hours straight of the same module. -.- after school, alicia and i had our fav bubble tea. and then mom picked me. (:
movies watched recently. Mission impossible 3! very nice. :D action pack. hahaa. i used to hate action shows. more on cartoon, love and chick flicks. but now im starting to enjoy them!! (:
so alicia said this entry was too short. -_- im so bored now, im contemplating on whether i should go stick myself on the sofa and play racing on the xbox. :/ i dont know what happened that recently i've been playing it. must be because i have nothing to do everytime im home.
guess where is my second brother now? IN THAILAND! goshh. i so want to go there! mom asked him if he needs money to shop. so she asked him to get it from dad. guess what was his reply? "i dont want to ever ask anything from him anymore." WOAH. even money for shopping? tsk. really damn stubborn. his 21st birthday is coming in 7 days and he cant be bothered to celebrate it although the whole family is willing to help with any preparations. alright. many things about him i wanna say but im not going to say it here cos he's my brother.
tomorrow is POLLING day! doesnt have anything to do with me. so, nothing to talk about. i've yet to even hit 19. 2 and a half more years and we shall talk about it.
alicia mentioned just now.
*+*l.i.c.i.a*+* says:
and ah. ytd afternoon at 01:02:03sec on 04-05-06 only happen once in 1000yrs
she's so right. if she didnt mention it at all, i wouldnt have a clue. its so cool la. haha. oh well. GIRL, LONG ENOUGH? -.-
bettina | 8:10 PM
SCHOOL. -.- bettina | 1:08 PM
i miss my boy. WHERE ARE YOU baby? i messaged you and NO reply. still sleeping. tsk. 1:07pm already.
im coughing so badly la. nearly puked in class while coughing. sigh. school's OVER aleady. so bored. alicia and i have decided to go catch a movie in the library. today's thursday. my FIRST day of school this week.
photos tonight. i hope. thats if i decide to blog tonight! ha. im getting lazy. i dont know what to blog about anymore. and ive been a busy girl. meeting up with my baby and all. :D
i miss my girls. esp ELYSIA. come back from BANGKOK soon! (:
i miss my BABY. who's still sleeping!
i miss alicia, who is next to me!
i miss WENDY! :DD my work buddy.
i miss YVONNEE. my pri sch bestie!
and everyone elseee!
not bias ok? just that this wont end. BAH. goodbye.
i'm SICK. :( -sniffs. since friday. thanks to the cold weather and i just HAD to be lazy to bring my jacket to school. my nose is blocked. ears too. throat gets itchy in an aircon environment place. and i dont sound like me. bettina | 10:05 PM
singing today was horrible cos my voice.. -_- no comments. could sing but very blocked. ah. crap. i feel like crap now. ): im sick of blogging already. i can just DONT blog forever and i wont feel weird anymore. i lost my blogging touch. sigh.
i hate being home so early. NIGHTS arent meant to be spent at home. not for a ninteen year old. nono. but there's school tomorrow. and the boy is nowhere to be heard. i shall NOT BE paranoid. shall NOT BE naggy. (:
having a headache now. :(
aiya.
really lost the mood.
BYE.
on a lighter note,
dad bought me the DIOR addict 2 perfume 100ML! but sadly. not the limited edition one. ahh anyways i still love it. thankyou daddy.
on PRISON BREAK. love the show. been on it for 2 days. sorrry about the lack of updates. will update when i can.
bettina | 5:55 AM
