Thursday, April 27, 2006
day 3 and day 4 of school was not too bad. esp day 4. only went to school for 10 MINUTES! (: why? school started at 10am today. it ends at 12pm. :D so it was raining this morning, decided to call for a cab. (btw, ever since school started, i havent taken a BUS to sch yet. been cabbing everyday. -.- thanks to ALICIA. biggest influence.) called comfort and i waited on the phone for so freaking LONG! i was FUMING mad i tell you. alicia knows very well. ROAR. comfort SUCKS totally. called many times to retry. spoke to the operator on one of the tries.
operator: so, you want a cab now?
me: yes. i want a cab NOW!
i was so mad cos before that, i waited like nearly 20mins on the line and they couldnt dispatch my order! DAMN. so i walked out and THANK GOD someone dropped of a cab at my condo. but by the time i boarded the cab, it was already 10:45am! 45 mins late for class! reached at 11am and mrs loy still let me sign the attendance! haha phew. worth it afterall. and she dismissed us at 11:10am. haha. wth.
anyway, shall blog about 3rd day of school.
26 april 2006
missed first hour of lecture so me and alicia went for breakfast! (: yummyyy. gary met us halfway and we headed for class. and then lecture again. and then EBF. so after school, both of us cabbed together. dropped her off at her home then i headed to jurong point to meet baby. we watched AQUAMARINE.
i love that show! (: itsss very nicee. go watch it. after our movie, we had dinner & headed home. sorry baby about last night. i love you.
TODAY
27 april 2006
so yea. class lasted 10 mins. we then went to have our lunch. went to the library and watched OUTBREAK cos her bioinfo teacher mentioned about it in class. and its nice! (: about some deadly virus which kills within a few hours. ha. after our movie, we slacked at each-a-cup, had our bubble tea and saw baby coming into school through the library glass! he went to service his laptop. so me and alicia went to the service center and peep at him through the glass door. ha.
he then went to his block to do some stuffs so both of us headed to canteen 2 to sit around again. been doing that the whole day man. -_- and yes that girl got excited over something. hahah. girl, we'll see tomorrow. leave it up to fate. :D
alicia then left for WORK. yeah she had to work after school today. some event so, me and baby went westmall. walked around, had dinner and slacked at the library. then it was home for me. that boy also has work tomorrow at EXPO for 8 hours. and guess what time it starts? 7:45AM HAVE TO BE THERE. mygosh. thats darn early. poor boyy.
alright. (: loads of pictures again! this is what happens when im with my girl. haha. gosh. what would we do without the camera??
bettina | 11:48 PM
finally have the time to blog! OH MAN. school is sh*t alright. :/ really no comments but so glad to be able to be in the same class as my 1T03 for 2 modules! (:
1st day of school: 24th april 2006
found out that there's no cm cos the year 1s will be having their orientation for 2 weeks so, crashed alicia's bioinfo class! haha. met jacintha during our break for BUBBLETEA!
anyway so after school, went to westmall to find baby. did some spectacles browsing cos he needs a pair for army! (: then we watched 16 blocks by bruce willis.
we then headed to bukitpanjangplaza for mos burger! (: our usual. and then sat under one of the blocks at my place talking and talking.
25th april 2006
school was only 2 HOURS! every tuesday it'll be like this for me. 11-1pm. :/ my poor girl had class till 4pm. so i had lunch with her if not she'll be alone for one hour and nobody wants to be a PS-kia right? ((: -winks. im sure my classmates know what i mean. ha.
then took a bus to westmall again to find my boy. (: sat in the library watching Without A Paddle in his laptop. funny show man. (: then we headed to mos burger, AGAIN. ha. and i took a bus to singing while he went back home. thankyou baby!
then it was singing! inside ur heaven by carrie underwood. kok leong tried to try something new and i dont like it! hah. agnes darling, you rock la pls. (: singing is always so fun with you two girls. :] next week's audition, lets hope all 3 of us get in yes? (:
baby then came to pick me from singing and we then walked around ps. walked past this maternity shop and we saw this in the window. LOL.
HAHA! its a breast suction thing that sucks the milk out for your baby to drink! LOL. ohmy. at the bus stop, baby said something DARN hilarious! i burst out laughing like one mad woman. we were teasing each other about it. he said something like, if someone calls a you on your phone..
-ringring-
HE: hello? sorry ah. im busy now. i'm milking my wife!
HAHA. i couldnt help but laugh non-stop!! my silly boy. say such silly things! ((: so adorable! haha. anyway we had our WAFFLES! (: yummyyyy. after so long! we finally got to eat our waffles! :D he then sent me home! anyway school from 9-5 tomorrow. gosh. dont wanna talk about it!
bettina | 12:27 AM
THIS IS DAMN FUNNY! PLEASE WATCH IT! hahahaha. laughed like crazy.
bettina | 12:19 AM
im gonna miss 1T03. :/
who's gonna bitch with me in class? who's laugh like a mad woman with me? who's gonna listen to all my crap? who's gonna walk out of class halfway with me to take photos in the toilet? who's gonna take pics at the classroom corridor with me? who's gonna "xobile" with me next time? who's going to CS with me? who's gonna eat DA BAO with me? who's gonna act vain with me?
ARGH. help! school's starting!
i CANT BELIEVE SCHOOL'S STARTING! someone HELP me! :( ohmygosh. im going crazy just thinking about it! AHH. girl, can you sneak into class with me? at least i have someone there to go through all that shitty class with. DAMN. HOW!? i cant stop thinking about school.
bettina | 9:19 PM
edited**
time to blog! (:
friday 21st april 2006
walked my dog and took loads of pictures of her. (: for caixu!
met up with my baby at bukitpanjang interchange and we took a bus down to town to get jacintha's birthday gift. and stood at fcuk talking to chengyin for quite some time. ha. after that, me and my boy headed to ps to catch the SENTINEL. :D good show!
after our movie, we headed to swensens for dinner! (: and then dessert after that. we can really eat! LOL.
saturday 22nd april 2006
WORKED was crazy! and moreover its my last day of work @ CANON. :D many crazy customers just HAD to come to our showroom on that day. -_- well, too many to give some examples. :/
after work, met baby at clementi and we headed down to jacintha's house for her birthday dinner! (: didnt stay for long cos mostly her other friends there. :/ ha. hey jd, hope you liked the gift yea? (: see you in school on MONDAY!
left her house and we headed to jurong point for TAKE THE LEAD!
i love that show man! (: makes me wanna take up ballroom dancing again! :D but i need a partner and BABY DOESNT wanna dance. :( anyway, after the show, we sat at macs for a while, then walked to some hdbs, and sat downstairs. :D baby napped on my lap and we left at about 3:30am. ohh he bought me that lollipop that POPS. haha. soo cutee pls. i love my baby. (:
AND ALICIA, dont remind me! SCHOOL TOMORROW. in less than 24 hrs i'll be IN SCHOOL! gosh. tell me this isnt happening!
* I WANT TO WATCH AQUAMARINE AND THE WILD. -hints- BABY!
RHEA ONG CAI HUI! THANKS ALOT! -_-
Five Songs Which You Know All The Lyrics Right Off Your Head Now?
1. because of you
2. don't Cha
3. st marg's school song
4. majulah singapura
5. (i cant think..)
Five Things You Would Do If You Were A Millionaire
1. hit the malls STRAIGHTAWAY
2. fly to paris and SHOP MORE!
3. buy a BIG glass house by the beach just for me and BABY!
4. buy my DREAM LEXUS SC430!
5. buy my parents a house in aussie!
Five Bad Habits
1. sleeping late
2. spending money on unwanted things
3. being mean
4. burping
5. cursing
Five Things You Like Doing
1. singing
2. shopping
3. spending time with my boy
4. staying up very late!
5. being very mean
Five Things You Will Never Wear, Buy Or Get New Again?
1. LACE STOCKINGS. (GROSS SHIT)
2. funny flowery tops
3. brandless jeans
4. gross chains that look, GROSS?
5. PLATFORMS? -_-
Favourite Toys/Things (not putting people cus they're not things)
1. my N70
2. my NANO
3. adidas watch
4. my nails
5. and since i love taking photos, my camera!
5 People You Want Them to Do This
1. CHENGYIN.
2. yvonne lim (pri sch bestie)
3. yvonne lin (smss junior)
4. agnes lin
5. vanessa soh
HURHUR. i know you guys will HATE me for this.
bettina | 3:15 PM
just got home from SUPPER with my baby. only managed to see him for one hour cos he's darn tired. well, he said he was hungry so we just met for a short while. went to our usual place. (: had his roti prata and this time i didnt eat cos i was super full already. and i took a cab to that place. guess how much was the total cab fare? $3. LOL. thats how near the place is to my house. after supper, we cabbed and he dropped me off my place and off he went home. good thing he didnt stay over at the camp or he'll be super tired tomorrow.
and now he's sleeping. thats how tired he is. ha. (: and im soo absent minded. i actually planned an outing with jarrod tomorrow last week? and on sunday i planned to go sign up for my driving with crystal tomorrow. and two days ago agnes asked me out tomorrow for shopping and i said yes. and a yesterday baby said tomorrow we'll spend the whole day together. SO what? i actually have 4 dates with people! and it totally slipped my mind! gosh!
my connection is pretty screwed up now! ben kor has been trying to send me the song by rain and i disconnected a freaking thousand times! LOL. and he just said he's patient! thank you kor. he tried it 6 times already and i keep disconnecting! damn.
bettina | 12:47 AM
edited**
to those who said they never did receive my email regarding my password, i know why now! this morning gary checked his email and apparently, HOTMAIL put my email as JUNK MAIL. hahahahah. what the hell. junk or not, whatever. i DID sent it to you guys. and somehow, a few managed to see it in their inbox. like alicia, chengyin, vanessa, yvonne, and i dont know who else. anyway, i might change my layout again. look left, look right, i dont think i really like my current layout.
the smell from the kitchen smells so good! mom's cooking dinner tonight! (: she cooked YUMMY, juicy SPICY wings! and, this is my favourite, baked mushrooms coated with CHEESE! tonight's dinner is going to be SUMPTOUS. :D its been some time since i ate at home for dinner! (:
while looking at the yummy food in the kitchen, had a SUDDEN craving for chocolate milk. but there's no chocolate milk at home, so had to improvise.
i love this song! (: anyone who have it, PLEASE SEND IT TO ME! (:
bettina | 5:42 PM
Rules: bettina | 3:32 PM
1. Bold the following words that are true about you.
2. GREEN! the things you wish were true.
3. add one thing true about you
4. and then tag onetwothreefourFIVE more people.
I miss somebody right now.
I don't watch TV these days.
I own lots of books.
I wear glasses or contact lens.
I love to play video games.
I've tried marijuana.
I've been in a threesome.
I've been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I curse sometimes.
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me. (USED TO. lol.)
I'm TOTALLY smart.
I've broken someones' bones.
I'm paranoid sometimes. (Actually, ALL the time.)
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost and scar-free. (already tried pls.)
I need money right now. (not just now, all the time)
I love sushi.
I talk really,really fast/unclear.
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past. (ALL THREE! lol.)
I couldn't survive without Caller I.D. (probably too dependent on it already.)
I like the way I look.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have alot of mood swings.
I have a hidden talent.
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
I have alot of friends.
I am currently single!
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
Enjoy window-shopping. (no way. when i'm broke, i'd rather not do this. its sad not being able to buy what you see.)
I would rather shop than eat.
I don't hate anyone.
I'm a pretty good dancer.
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother. (sometimes.)
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis. (its on all the time.)
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I've rejected someone before.
I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I'm not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I have made a move on a friend or crush in the past.
I own the "South Park" movie.
I would die for my best friends.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
I have dated a close friend's ex.
I am happy at this moment!
I'm obsessed with guys.
Democrat.
I am punk rockish.
I am preppy.
I study for tests most of the time.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I can work on a car.
I love my job.
I am comfortable with who I am now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever I can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
Plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I'm proficient in a musical instrument.
I worked at MacDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went college out of state.
I like sausages.
I love kisses.
I fall for the wrong people. (THE PAST.)
I adore bright colours.
I can't live without black eyeliner. (SO DARN TRUE.)
I don't know why the hell I just did this thing.
I usually like covers more than originals.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can't whistle.
I can move my tongues in waves, much like a snakes slithers.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I've ever written in.
I can't stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distraction.
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I wear a toe ring.
I have a tattoo. (SOON!)
I can't stand at LEAST one person I work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better.
I'm an artist.
I only clean my room when necessary.
I LIKED a person of the same sex.
I love being happy.
I am an adrenaline junkie.
I have ridden an elephant.
I love chocolates and crowns!
I go to school NOT for the sake of lessons.
I can't ride a bicycle.
I think i'm the only person crazy enough to do this at 6 in the morning without any sleep for the night.
I feel crazy.
I love tomatoes!!
I like peanut butter on bananas.
Been told "You're on fire!"
I'm a netballer.
I believe in Serendipity.
I think the word 'RASPBERRY' is sexaaay!
I love to look at people's teeth.
I don't wanna grow up.
I can cross my eyes n stick out my tongue n stiill look cute. (HAHA!)
Gaining weight is a wonderful thing.
I am a PRO. (if only.)
I love listening to gossip.
I really should be studying for exams now.
I totally love cheezels.
I can eat as much as a guy.
I dig my ears. (LOL.)
MINE: I enjoy being attached.
CAN? i really couldnt think of what to put for mine. rhea said "i have a boyfriend." alicia "i enjoy being single." SO i just put i enjoy being attached lah! really took me quite some time to think of what to type there. HA.
5 people to tag. lets see.
- agnes lim
- yvonne lim (pri sch bestie)
- yvonne lin (smss junior)
- wong xinping
- vanessa soh
the rest has been tagged by RHEA, who tagged me! lol.
NEW LAYOUT. if you noticed, its kinda screwed up. but, cant be bothered anymore. i'm too lazy! just felt that the previous layout was too boring cos i did it while working the other time. so no inspiration. well, this one kinda kills your eyes if you stare at it for too long a time. but i love it. :D
worked today at keppel bay tower. was really tired cos i only slept for less than 5 hours the night before. and worked started at 9am. so i woke up at 7am. thats super early. and i have work again tomorrow at 10:30am. got to sleep early tonight.
after work, took a bus down to school to find my baby. he had his 1st day of EE FOC camp today. heard lots of stories about the school FOC camp. ohman. ha. remember i went to it last year? it wasnt that 'open' yet. ohwell. the minds of these young people are getting polluted. what are they thinking man. :/ we went to plaza, had our all time fav, mos burger, for dinner. :D love the milk tea! (: always make me a happy girl. baby then fetched me home and he left at 11pm. he still has to go back to school at 8am for the games he's in charge of. so most probably i wont be seeing him tomorrow cos he'll be damn tired. :( and he's still slightly sick.
and school is DRAWING near! :( how can this be happening. i need to get new stationery for school. i cant even seem to find my pencil box. haha. this is bad. i dont feel prepared for school. WHO IS. darn.
AND BY THE WAY, WHY ISN'T ANYONE RECEIVING MY EMAILS FOR MY PASSWORD? DAMNIT. i emailed to most of you guys. and everyone tells me they didnt receive it! what is wrong with hotmail man. so now everyone thinks im not letting them read my blog. this is funny. its not my fault people! i DID sent most of you the password. in fact, every single one of those who said why i never sent them my password, i actually DID sent it to you guys!
bettina | 12:25 AM
that boy is going for his EE FOC CAMP TOMORROW!! :X ohhhhhmyy. whats gonna happen again man. seriously dont wanna think about it at all! ohh no. more girls. sighh. hope i dont have to work on thursday, so i can accompany him. :D and, if anyone mention the word CAMP infront of me ah, DONT regret but i might just smack you real hard.
singing! :D was alright. we sang, the greatest love of all by whitney houston and yea we had an audience of 8 students from AJC. wth. but it was fun.
WORK tomorrow at KBT. work starts at 9AM! freaking early pls. WORK sucks. totally. at the same time, school sucks too. argghh. I MISS MY BOY! didnt get to see him today! and he's still sick! can you believe it. longer than me. and he's getting WORSE. fever started today! ohmy. that boy cant take care of himself you know. how to take care of me like this ah baby? PLEASE GET WELL SOON!
bettina | 9:46 PM
got woken up by the heavy rain this morning. tell me how am i suppose to head for singing class like this?
so, my dog started barking so loudly! went out to check and there was this courier man. my mom ordered birkenstocks and papillios the other day and they're here. AND i like my sister's papillios! although her design is very common nowadays. buts its so pretty!
my baby's in NUS now with his friends. :D that boy woke up very early. tsktsk. sick still go out in the rain and catch a cold when he already has a cold. :/ sigh. that boy.
anyway, the pain in my throat is coming back! hurts so much when i woke up. damn. hope i dont fall sick again. but then again, i need not work. lets see how it goes.
to passerby: please, PLEASE put your name down when you tag. and i really really hope you're valenzia not some other person. thankyou.
and recieved yet ANOTHER email from someone who has been reading my blog too. shall consider if i should give the password to her.
shucks. its a rainy day, a boring day and.. i just feel like staying home today! i dont wanna leave home. im so lazy to go for singing class. and, agnes called me just now. it really sucks to hear what the school's doing to the students. so what if she blogs about her life? you have no freaking right to tell her to blog whatever you want her to blog! ohman. this blogosphere is really getting too much! im so sick of such stuffs. just dont freaking read if you dont like it alright. damn.
bettina | 3:01 PM
If you're reading this, then LUCKY YOU. :D you're on my favourite list. anyway, PLEASE keep the password to yourselves. would very much appreciate that, thankyou.
so, whatever happened that day, is OVER like i mentioned before. (: and this blog shall be kept private for now. it really sucks when you have to do this to keep people from invading your lives. i remember how i used to password my old blog too. those were the days when no one knew how to hack in. so, this time, the codes are encrypted, thanks to baby. so, no unwanted people will enter. and thats how its going to be.
biggest and latest news!
i BOUGHT MY N70!
All thanks to DADDY! i love him. and im loving my phone! (: its so much faster than my 7610. OHH YAY. was so happy and still am. baby was waiting with me at M1 and it took us 2 hours! the queue was freaking long. the queue number was like 3115 when i reached the M1 shop at west mall. and guess whats my number? 3164! ohmygoodness. thats like 49 people away! haha. took us 2 HOURS!
mr bean was screening on the tv so we sat there watching mr bean replaying over and over again. :/ nearly fell asleep there. so finally we got my phone! then we went mos burger has our usual drink and soup for baby cos he's still unwell. for 3 days already. left bukit batok at about 1plus.
today, worked at funan and auntie jeanne (mrs caroline lee's daughter, st margaret's ex principal) came to visit me at work! talked a little. she said she was trying her luck if i was working today! and good thing i was. :D she came over during her lunch break. so nice of her. :D
after work, met the girls at lido, Olio Dome, for dinner. :D food was ALRIGHT. but its the company that matters. after dinner, i had to head fast to westmall cos i have a movie at 9:30pm to catch with my baby! we watched, FIREWALL. alright la the show. not too bad. (: left bukit batok at 1am. :D
AND, now i really need to get some rest. havent been resting properly for the past few days. (:
bettina | 2:30 AM
#1. My ex is: nothing worth mentioning. bettina | 3:26 PM
#2. Maybe i should: do something useful for once in my life.
#3. I love: toh chuan kai.
#4. I don't understand: why does loving someone is such a scary thing.
#5. I lose: but i'll stand up again.
#6. People say i'm: wilful, but i really dont care. (:
#7. Love is: what i'm experiencing now.
#8. Somewhere, someone is: ALWAYS watching over us. (: God.
#9. I will always: treasure everything i have now. friends, love. :D
#10. Forever is: something i'm afraid to hear.
#11. I never want to: leave my baby.
#12. I think the current US President: has nothing to do with me.
#13. When I wake up in the morning: first thing, i'll usually see is his message. (:
#14. My past was: a disaster.
#15. I get annoyed when: people stare/gossip about me.
#16. Parties are for: GIRLS. (i've got agree with alicia!)
#17. My dog is: man's best friend! i love her!
#18. My cat is: i HAVE NO CATS. im loyal to my dog. lol.
#19. Kisses are the best when: i wake up in the morning with the sun shining into room.
#20. Tomorrow: i have WORK. :/
#21. I really want: my N70 NOW! and im getting it tonight!
#22. I have low tolerance for people who: just wants to fuck up my life.
got tagged by alicia LIM! SO NOW, i'm tagging, CHENGYIN, RHEA, VANESSA, AGNES. (: happy doing this 22 questions!
SO if you read number #21, im getting my phone tonight! YES thats true! dad's bringing me to the M1 shop after he gets back! I LOVE MY DADDY! :D -bighug-
and yes i really do love him. we had a good talk yesterday! he's the BEST dad ANYONE CAN HAVE in this world! and he's MY daddy. we talked about my r/s. and he really gave me so much advices. even when i went to meet my baby at 9plus, dad told me to have a good talk with him. (: everything can be worked out! he kept sms-ing me asking if everything's ok. aww. my dad. (: always so so loving! when he saw me so sad yesterday, he gave me a BIG BIG HUG! hahaha. so cute right! thats my dad for you.
WHEN can i password this blog!? my baby HASNT send me the code. and i'm itching to blog! i cant just sit staring at my laptop every night not being able to blog! its what i spend most of my time doing online. ROARRRRRR.
my poor boy is sick. he caught it from me! tsktsk. that boy. hah. SUPPOSE to be very strong, but he still caught it. -_- BABY ah, dont worry! im here to nurse you back to health!
all those nasty things that happened before ain't and NEVER will affect us. we can pull this through and we'll come out stronger than before. all these only bring us closer and i love it when we spill everything out and tell each other stuffs. it just gives me this very special feeling that no one can ever comprehend. i'm so sure that this boy will bring me so much happiness in the months to come.
not all relationships turn out bad you know. as long as people are willing to make things work, everything will be alright. (: you just got to put in that little extra effort. i love everyone of you. especially my boy. i'm just so thankful for everything i have.
Y bett
bettina | 2:21 AM
i know you guys wont be able to see this post, but i just felt like blogging. bettina | 8:37 PM
sorry for closing this down for a while. me and my boy, things are going fine. nothing and i mean NOTHING can tear us apart alright? tags or spiteful words, i dont care. its not going to affect us.
and i'm so glad i have him by my side all the time. now, im going to get ready and see him! oh how i miss him so much!
TO ALL ANONYMOUS PEOPLE:
most from singapore. ha. if u guys scroll below, i have this counter that SHOWS I HAVE READERS FROM USA, SWEDEN AND MEXICO? -_- weird lah.
anyway, if you people want to read, go on and read about my life. but if you wish to comment, fine. do so but please just put your name!? is that very hard for you to do so? if you've got the guts to write what you said, you have the guts to put down your name! shucks. what is this world coming to.
and to ICSI, read my tags i replied to you. get your facts right before you start babbling nonsense on MY blog. thank you very much. and if you want to say something nasty, put your name. i would very much love to meet you and tell it to you right in your face.
maybe there should be a special tagboard just for anonymous people.
something like that. COOL huh? that way it makes things better for EVERYONE! so, shall i make one? SORRRY BUT, i'm going to password protect this blog. AND hopefully it aint those kinda javascript that can be hacked easily if thats what you're thinking. my smart programmer is going to code one for me. so sorry fools!
bettina | 2:18 PM
oh yes. the boy's at ZOUK. :/ and there's LOTS of girls there. and PRETTY ones. and his phone battery is running LOW. AND i just have to stop worrying. -_-
oh yea. like i can.
i just have to do other stuffs to keep my mind from thinking. like watching DVDs. so far already watched 3 shows. first it was Rumour has it, then 2 Become 1 (the HK show) and this korean movie which is so damn sad. yea and its title TELLS IT ALL. guess whats the title of the show?
YES. SAD MOVIE! HAHA. and seriously its damn sad. but the show is so nice. especially the mom and son one. damn. :(
so anyway, i teared like crazy. actually i teared during ALL the shows. even Rumour has it. can you believe it. :/ when jeff and sarah sort of broke up. shucks. so sad pls. WHY DO PEOPLE HAVE TO BREAK UP!? i mean, why do couples break up? ok you guys must be thinking, what the hell am i saying. people break up either because of unhappy/unfaithful things one of them done or they arent happy with each other. but, its quite sad i know. stop rolling your eyes as you read this alright, I JUST HATE BREAK UPS. i think its just darn stupid la ok? forgive me. :D
here are some pictures taken during work on wednesday! ENJOY.
there's more. recently baby and i have been trying to be cameramen. LOL. we've been playing with the camera modes and stuff. and our cameras can do stuff like colour swapping? heard of that? well, for example.
my sister's t-shirt is PINK.
i use the camera under color swap mode, CAPTURE the link color, and SWAP it with another color by capturing the color.
from pink, to ORANGE!
to LIGHT PINK!
and those staying in HDBs, some of the pillars at the void deck have these orange and yellow painted triangles right? here's another example.
had to blur baby out in this picture of he'll scold.
THIS PICTURES WEREN'T PHOTOSHOPPED. cool aint it? ok i guess people who own new canon cameras should know. this aint new to you guys, but to the rest. (: just thought i'd share to you guys.
some random shots that i have been taking. (:
ok this entry is ONE LOAD OF CRAP. sorry BUT i just have nothing to do. i'm going to stay up till that boy gets home safely with no drunk girls tugging at his shirt. HA. wth. see! im thinking too much again.
my left eye has been twitching non-stop for about 1 month or so already? baby checked it up on the causes of it.
- too much caffeine (i LOVE coke & coffee)
- eyes are too dry (he says its the lens but i cry alot so cant be)
- STRESS / think too much
and its true. i do think alot. i let my mind go uncontrollably wild. which is very bad. i think of all the bad stuffs that MIGHT happen but actually doesnt. i always worry that my baby would like someone else, dump me for another girl, but truth is, we lasted up till now. 4 months! i have to stop all this imagination and stop stressing up my ownself. :/
i've come up of some ideas i think that might cure me. (haha shit. i sound like a sick patient.)
- meet up the girls regularly and just LAUGH like a mad woman (cos i always do that when im with them. i just go crazy! which is good. helps relax myself!)
- talk to the boy more so i will STOP worrying.
- SLEEP EARLY EVERY NIGHT (which is impossible. but i'll try.)
- face this "bad thinkings" eg, if i feel that a girl will try steal my baby from me, keep thinking that i'm his and NO ONE can steal him away from me, because he made a promise and another promise to cover that which is, he wont break his promise. confusing?
bettina | 10:33 PM
