Wednesday, September 28, 2005

just got back home. super tired. ):


anyway im boiling mad right now! dont ask me why or dont come talk to me cos i'll probably just SCREAM AT YOU RIGHT NOW. UGHHHHH. fucking pissed now. ):


why are there such people in the world!? tell me!? i just dont understand! damnit. im so damn angry but i dont know why also! all fucking lies lah! ARHH.


lets just changed the bloody topic cos its making me so ANGRY.


anyway some bung messaged me in friendster.


"it is not often that teenage girls like you would post a picture (or many pictures for this matter) of their younger sibling as the main picture.really struck a chord with me so here i am just taking a shot at wanting to get to know you. (: and ohh hello there."



ahah. that primary photo of me and my little sis can attract people sia. hah.


work today was alright la. just tiring. andddddd the cleaning auntie found my atm card la. dumb. but anyway i cancelled it last night so the card is already deactivated, so i replaced it on the spot but for free! (:


hrm. i can actually feel my heart beating super fast now. COS IM STILL ANGRY! hah. superr angry la. i just feel like screaming right now. damn it! sorry but i just need to say it all out here cos i cannot take it anymore. seriously!


SIGHHH. ):
SHIT HAPPENS ALL THE TIME. but i dont understand why me!? i feel so damn fucked up now. ARGH. im not going to bother about anything around me ANYMORE! its so bloody useless you know!? ahh. whatever!


tomorrow going down to the tattoo artist's house. YAY! but not doing yet. going down to talk to him about my design! whats exciting about my life is just this and my op. thats all. ): my life is so sad.. argh. i feel so.. USED. you know! like why should i be so stupid. okay shall stop all this. GOODBYEE!

bettina | 10:25 PM

 

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I'm 19. I'm a chinese Singaporean. I'm attached and lovin' it. I'm studying in Ngee Ann Poly. I love singing. I'm a movie bum. I'm a cam-whore. I'm easily contented. I'm in love with Chuan Kai and forever will be. I'm Bettina.

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