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Wednesday, September 21, 2005

new layout. (: chengyin say its too plain and not like my kinda usual layouts. oh well. i've kinda lost the touch to do this kinda things now. maybe will do something better the next time.

chengyin is deciding where we should go later cos its so darn boring at home. she was thinking of going sentosa but its raining now..

and my mom is so irritating la. she just came into my room and started asking me alot of questions. how her questions diverted to that topic was because of lunch. she was asking me our lunch is going to be like all vegetables and asked if i wouldn't mind. so i just kept quiet all the way and i guess she could feel i was irritated so she walked out. i really hope they can stop asking me already.. im very tired hearing what they have to say to me. i always say i'm fine, i'm fine. but actually i'm not.. this is going to be very hard for me. i have no more faith in anymore relationships. i'm tired. i dont think i can ever find someone like ______. thanks to my darling friends for always being there..

*to him.
(although i dont know if he'll get to read this..)
falling for you and getting to know you was the best thing that ever happened in my life. although knowing my chances are zero. but you've always been the one here during my darkest moments and you never fail to brighten up my days with your jokes and how you used to punk'd me. (: thanks for letting me be part of your life for a moment.. tomorrow is the one month since we first met. 22nd of august 2005.

bettina | 11:39 AM

stylegoddess;
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I'm 19. I'm a chinese Singaporean. I'm attached and lovin' it. I'm studying in Ngee Ann Poly. I love singing. I'm a movie bum. I'm a cam-whore. I'm easily contented. I'm in love with Chuan Kai and forever will be. I'm Bettina.

upcoming events;
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03 NOV -- Baby back from field camp!
03 NOV -- Alex's bdae
10 NOV -- Baby's BIRTHDAY!
11 NOV -- Charmaine's bdae
12 NOV -- 11th Month Anni! ♥
14 NOV -- Azzah's bdae
20 NOV -- Elysia's bdae
23 NOV -- Agnes's bdae