Thursday, November 24, 2005

I did something really silly today. I told that guy that I don't want us to be more than friends. And I hope it stays that way! But worse is, as I was complaining to Alvin that he actually sms-ed me asking if we could talk, I was actually typing the whole "complain" in the wrong MSN dialog box. I was complaining about the guy to he himself! OHMY. How embarrassing can that get? ARGH. He is damn irritating anyway. First he ask if he can send me home, now he ask if we can talk. HELLO? Can't you feel that whenever we chat on MSN, I answer you either one or two words only. Urgh. Hope I don't ever EVER bump into him in school EVER again cos I don't wish to be whistled at on the STAIRS OF ATRIUM. It SO ISN'T FUNNY at all.

Anyway I saw someone at canteen 3 just now! oh my. Hah. Alicia please help! I know you can. You will do anything for my sake, won't you darling? :D

Stayed in school till about 6 and played CS again with my CS khakis. Me, Alicia, Sean, Alvin, Gary, Dave, Robin, Kenneth and Yee Loong. Its super fun! (: I'm getting so addicted to this game. And this is so bad cos it's making my computer so freaking slow. I think I have to reformat it this weekend. Shall get my big brother to do it for me. Get rid of all the freaking spyware and at the same time useless programs.

As I was walking the dog this evening, a lot of past memories flashed back again. I was thinking about how happy I used to be and how much I anticipated to see you everytime you come over. Sigh. Time really flies. It has been about a month plus since I last saw him. I don't understand why I never get to bump into him in school. Alicia say we're not fated to see each other. I guess so. And I thought we were fated. Like since the first day of FOC camp, I saw him running round the track, I just knew it was him. And when we talked about it once, he said he remembered seeing me! You know how happy I was to hear that? Today me and Alicia was talking about him and I wore the same top today which I wore when I first met him. Then I told her and she was like, "You remember everything!" Yeah. I remember every single detail about us. It's just glued in my head. Sigh. Quite sad that things has come to such an end. Oh well. Life has to move on..

4 Hours of OOP (Programming) tomorrow. Oh my goodness. Four hours! And did I mention, I have 2 freaking ang-moh teachers, and I hate them both! My classmates very well know why! Ha.

The weather these few days is so cool. It would be nice to have someone warm next to you. (:

bettina | 12:11 AM


 

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I'm 19. I'm a chinese Singaporean. I'm attached and lovin' it. I'm studying in Ngee Ann Poly. I love singing. I'm a movie bum. I'm a cam-whore. I'm easily contented. I'm in love with Chuan Kai and forever will be. I'm Bettina.

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