Friday, April 14, 2006

oh yes. the boy's at ZOUK. :/ and there's LOTS of girls there. and PRETTY ones. and his phone battery is running LOW. AND i just have to stop worrying. -_-




oh yea. like i can.

i just have to do other stuffs to keep my mind from thinking. like watching DVDs. so far already watched 3 shows. first it was Rumour has it, then 2 Become 1 (the HK show) and this korean movie which is so damn sad. yea and its title TELLS IT ALL. guess whats the title of the show?



YES. SAD MOVIE! HAHA. and seriously its damn sad. but the show is so nice. especially the mom and son one. damn. :(

so anyway, i teared like crazy. actually i teared during ALL the shows. even Rumour has it. can you believe it. :/ when jeff and sarah sort of broke up. shucks. so sad pls. WHY DO PEOPLE HAVE TO BREAK UP!? i mean, why do couples break up? ok you guys must be thinking, what the hell am i saying. people break up either because of unhappy/unfaithful things one of them done or they arent happy with each other. but, its quite sad i know. stop rolling your eyes as you read this alright, I JUST HATE BREAK UPS. i think its just darn stupid la ok? forgive me. :D

here are some pictures taken during work on wednesday! ENJOY.













there's more. recently baby and i have been trying to be cameramen. LOL. we've been playing with the camera modes and stuff. and our cameras can do stuff like colour swapping? heard of that? well, for example.

my sister's t-shirt is PINK.
i use the camera under color swap mode, CAPTURE the link color, and SWAP it with another color by capturing the color.


from pink, to ORANGE!


to LIGHT PINK!


and those staying in HDBs, some of the pillars at the void deck have these orange and yellow painted triangles right? here's another example.






had to blur baby out in this picture of he'll scold.


THIS PICTURES WEREN'T PHOTOSHOPPED. cool aint it? ok i guess people who own new canon cameras should know. this aint new to you guys, but to the rest. (: just thought i'd share to you guys.

some random shots that i have been taking. (:







ok this entry is ONE LOAD OF CRAP. sorry BUT i just have nothing to do. i'm going to stay up till that boy gets home safely with no drunk girls tugging at his shirt. HA. wth. see! im thinking too much again.

my left eye has been twitching non-stop for about 1 month or so already? baby checked it up on the causes of it.
  1. too much caffeine (i LOVE coke & coffee)
  2. eyes are too dry (he says its the lens but i cry alot so cant be)
  3. STRESS / think too much
damn. i think its number 3. for those of you who knows, i have frequent migraines and its really terrible? i have supplies of headache medicines. i even went to the hospital once cos it got too serious. doctor suspected brain tumour!?!?!?! wth. and he told my dad i'm too stress. AM I? i dont really think im stress? i hate studying! and i DONT study. so, probably its because i think too much. i worry too much.

and its true. i do think alot. i let my mind go uncontrollably wild. which is very bad. i think of all the bad stuffs that MIGHT happen but actually doesnt. i always worry that my baby would like someone else, dump me for another girl, but truth is, we lasted up till now. 4 months! i have to stop all this imagination and stop stressing up my ownself. :/

i've come up of some ideas i think that might cure me. (haha shit. i sound like a sick patient.)
  • meet up the girls regularly and just LAUGH like a mad woman (cos i always do that when im with them. i just go crazy! which is good. helps relax myself!)
  • talk to the boy more so i will STOP worrying.
  • SLEEP EARLY EVERY NIGHT (which is impossible. but i'll try.)
  • face this "bad thinkings" eg, if i feel that a girl will try steal my baby from me, keep thinking that i'm his and NO ONE can steal him away from me, because he made a promise and another promise to cover that which is, he wont break his promise. confusing?
hahaha. i keep typing and typing that i dont know what i'm saying anymore. OHWELL. time to end this entry. WOAH. now its 11:21pm. i took nearly ONE HOUR to type this whole entry. :D enjoy!

bettina | 10:33 PM


 

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I'm 19. I'm a chinese Singaporean. I'm attached and lovin' it. I'm studying in Ngee Ann Poly. I love singing. I'm a movie bum. I'm a cam-whore. I'm easily contented. I'm in love with Chuan Kai and forever will be. I'm Bettina.

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