Monday, July 31, 2006
Monday, July 31, 2006
why do i feel so terrible? why cant the tears stop flowing? sigh. its just 7 days. i gotta bear with it. but i cant help myself from feeling this way.
he called me this morning. 5:09am. two times. i missed them both. he messaged at 5:10am. i woke up. 5:13am. i called him back... but his phone was already turned off. just FOUR minutes. just 4. and i was already too late. that was the last time i could hear his voice before i see him 7 days day later. sigh. feeling so angry with myself now. if only i could hear the ringtone. :( i couldnt even say a few words to him before he left.
baby i miss you.. :(
bettina | 2:34 PM
